doing better!

And darn proud of myself. I've stopped running to the computer for 'updates' from him every 10 minutes. Now I just leave myself logged on all the time! LOL No seriously. He's more serious w/his girlfriend then I first wanted to believe, so I have to step back and let time tell it's tale. Who knows. Maybe they'll break up, maybe not. But whatever happens I have my friend back and that's what matters!

We chatted on the phone today. for a few minutes anyway. He's going to call me back tonight. Cool. But I'm ok. And I'll be ok. God will help me. Besides, there are some things about him that I'm just not into. Like peircings! LOL I don't like that in men. If I had to say for sure, I'd say that he's stunted himself at about 22yrs old! LOL At the same time though he has so much responsibility, kids, work as a corrections officer, family issues ... I mean jeez that's so much for anyone to handle. He has to have his 'vice' somewhere I guess. If he's not leanin on Jesus, he'll need something to relax.

I'm still praying...lol it's only been a couple days. Can I be commited to this? I have to be! He needs someone interceding for him. I'll do the best I can!

On to other life. My nephew is here, my BIL got a job so he needs someone to take the peanut for 2 days a week. I don't mind. We do homework, I get dinner cooked, then by the time his dad gets him, He's fed, homework done - life is good. I think he's supposed to leave, lol but now all the kids and my BIL are in the living room playing a video game.

Do they EVER grow up? LOL The peanut and I are going to take the dog for a walk. Why not. it's nice outside, I didn't make it to curves in time... oh well. Get some excersize somewhere right? I really need to be better about getting to curves. This week I will have to do my best to make sure I get there Tues/Wed/Thurs because I'll be gone all weekend! I might be able to do Fri morning.

Oh Hey! Mom got a car! YAY! I mean I don't mind takin her to work, but how nice huh that now I don't have to and I can get to work before 9, which means I can leave before 4? :) I'm happy about that. And happy she got a car she's proud of and that life is going to be somewhat back to normal.

ok I'm out of here to take peanut and Jill for the walk! BBL